June 8th

I’ve been sick for 11 years but in these past 2 months have never felt so sick and afraid.
The content pressure in my chest, weird pain and tingles in my head
, the feeling of blacking out constantly. Oh my how hard this has been on me. Mind, body, and soul.
I’m doing my best to hope, trust and have peace but my best isn’t very good I guess.
We’ve been doing everything to get into ohsu to get another opinion and just some real help, but it could be months they say.
The hard thing is all my drs here just think I’m having extreme anxiety. That all the years of sickness has finally caught up to my mind. If it really is anxiety then that angers me so badly. We are not to be anxious. I pray against it everyday, but real anxiety can be debilitating.
I don’t want any of this to last and I want real answers from drs who care about their patients.
If you’re reading this I do ask for prayer against anxiety, to be able to get up to ohsu soon and really for all these new symptoms to just be gone.


In the multitude of my anxieties within me, your comforts delight my soul.


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