Mother’s Day ❤️

Today is sweet Mother’s Day. I’m so thankful for my mom who’s been so truly good to me for 27 years now. I’m so glad for the other dear moms I have in my life who have shown me so much love and taught me so much. It was a year and two days ago when I lost my sweet baby dancing inside me. I thought my life was going to be so different. I lost the child just a day before Mother’s Day and the pain hurt so bad. I’m confused why that sweet baby isn’t here. I know there must be a true purpose for it. This year has been the hardest one of my 15 years of sickness. Losing the baby inside me and within a year having such intense brain surgery. The Lord has a purpose. My eyes cried as I saw all the Mother’s I saw today. So happy for them and love them so dearly. Just not understanding why I can’t be there. The Lord has a purpose. Today as I was in church I cried for the other moms who feel this. I’m there for you. I never thought I’d understand what going through this is like. I thought I’ll only “get” the hardness of sickness, but now I’m fully understanding how this feels to those Moms who aren’t holding their sweet babies. I love you sweet lady’s. The Lord has a purpose ❤️

My Momma and I ❤️

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